It’s probably the most disappointing thing to know that as a mother you can’t be there to guide me through my first real pregnancy on becoming a mother. & it’s not because you aren’t able to be there for me, like your first daughter, cause we’re living under the same roof and she was thousands of miles away,…you are choosing to be the most unsupportive & non-understanding mother. It breaks my heart that i have to just try and live with this and do it all by myself without my own blood being there for me. But, i’m going to be strong and do this with people who surround me with love and support, even though they aren’t blood. I’m going to prove you wrong, I’m NOT weak. I work my ass off since day 1 of this pregnancy. I come home with weak legs, a cramping tummy, and swollen feet because my job requires me to work that hard. Yeah, i know i should “quit” if its so hard, but I’m willing to deal with it and work hard for myself and my child. Because, i don’t ask you or your husband for money or for anything in that matter. I pay for my own food, i give you rent money to sleep in your house (even though i am your own child) I even buy you groceries. SIGHS. pretty soon, you won’t have to deal with seeing my pretty face anymore. I’m going to leave and you’re going to regret it.